Yesterday I had my second PET/CT scan to determine whether Chemo is working or not. This will be my first report card after 4 rounds of Chemo.
I honestly don't know what to expect. I want to believe the Chemo is working, that the past few months of suffering was not in vain. But I have been trying to keep my expectation low to avoid any potential disappointment.
Death is the common denominator of all living being. I know that someday I would die, but I don't know when. Whether I have cancer or not, this remaining unchanged. Death may be unsettling, but there are no other way to live.