My white blood cell count finally high enough for me to take chemo on Wednesday, and the side effect start kicking into full gear last night. Nausea, tired, fever. But last night it was rather tough.
I woke up at 3am, cough and then rushed into the toilet and start vomit for like 2mins. I was even having difficulty breathing because of all the acid taste in my mouth. The fever ( highest at 38.4) and chill in the body kept me awake the whole night.
By Friday night things are getting a bit better. I took some sleeping pill earlier so hopefully it will let me sleep better tonight.
During this process, I sometime curse out word like "com'on, i know i can fucking do it" when i stucked my head into the toilet, hoping the vomit will stop, or trying to do better even thou my body is incapable sometime.